"I realized I have two options. I can either forget about everything and live happily ever after with him. Forgive and forget that he lied, continue being sweet and holding his hand. It would be perfect, no worries, secrets told, perfect right? Or. I can learn from this and eventhough it kills me to see him everyday, I’d tell myself I deserve better."
"You want me to be honest? I did love you, I loved you more than anything. I don’t care what you do now. I don’t care if you drink until you pass out. I don’t care how much you smoke. I want you to live your life without my help and we’ll see how far you get. You’re a fucked up kid, so when everything comes crashing down, don’t come to me again. I’ve been through hell these past years for you. I know you say you don’t care and that you’re doing fine, but we both know that’s a lie. You know you’ve messed everything up, you’re just too scared to admit it. You have a hard exterior, I’ll give you that. But baby, you don’t have the balls to back it up."